Pushing death away.

I used to contemplate death and was convinced I would die happy right now, having accomplished my goal of pursuing a career as a professional MMA fighter, traveling to over 30+ countries and states, loving and being loved, and a few other things. I don’t feel the same way about it anymore. I don’t feel comfortable with death just yet. The more days that go by, the more I experience, the more convinced I am that I haven’t truly lived just yet. Travel more, eat more, experience more social gatherings, meet more interesting people, love more, laugh more, explore your consciousness, pursue another hard goal.